I think I was in denial about the black spots - somewhere I was subliminally aware that they could be cancer, but I was focusing on the slash scar as hard as I could. I'd totally forgotten about Goblin, of course you know exactly how hard this decision is, and how in the end it's the only thing you can do.

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